Its funny how the mind works, when it switches off or when it goes into over drive.  Why can't i control the cycles?

The last week has been a roller coaster of emotions. My sisters wedding, the suicide of a 17 year old child, trapping a nerve in my neck blah blah blahhhhh.  Its funny how they all effect you.

The thing i cant deal with the most is being ill. It throws my mind into chaos un then the rest just gets out of control leaving me manic like today.  Have found out digging keeps me sane...a trapped nerve stops this pleasure!

Im to tired to write it all now, cycles meh they spin me out....

Good things for the day....

I found the cable for my phone so can upload pics via a usb rather than emailing them to myself!  Bonus

I finally found the motivation to start a spring clean on my wardrobe...gonna work my way through the rooms in my house, discardia is calling.

I took time out on my computer to start a way overdue update on this site...found out i havent uploaded any new stock in 4 years! plus its inspired me to not spend so much time on facebook and start doing someting constructive...so that the chaos un clutter in my life will stop making my brain shut down un i may be able to focus on making art or setting books free...oh un cleaning out my comp so i can de-frag it ...oooops hehe.

Shame the weekend is now over and i will have to return to the mini cycles of day to day life.... yawn.  Fingers crossed im well soon, cos im a myserable bugga when im not.