Its funny how the mind works, when it switches off or when it goes into over drive.  Why can't i control the cycles?

The last week has been a roller coaster of emotions. My sisters wedding, the suicide of a 17 year old child, trapping a nerve in my neck blah blah blahhhhh.  Its funny how they all effect you.

The...

I want to know why Spring sends all the animals nuts?? GUTTED. How can such a small creature make sooooo much noise?? Gobby chicken lil roo sends his appologies to all the neighbours and says you will miss me when im gone *mwahaha* :))

Yup he is on full form...after 5 months of being such a good boy and keeping the noise down, we even conned him by darkening out the chuck house he cant keep it in...

Its a funny old day today Woke up in a really bad mood, which is a shame cos i been on a high for a while and had kinda got used to it!

I want to do stuff up the allotment but its still raining un that just wouldnt be fun.

So today im sulking haha, seems im attracting other peoples negative crap...they feel bad so just want to upset others...normally ME! So i say to them...go get a life un tell some...

Feeling rather chuffed with myself tonight!

Ive been working on my allotment today, the forcast said rain, un i got invite to go ice skating but i went noooo and went and did 3 hours hard graft instead. Mad i maybe but its makin me feel good and its actually very rewarding!

After pulling up TONS of ivy and glass we had a mega bonfire before the rain came un the plot is getting bigger un bigger un...

I cant settle today...arrgghh. 2 mins on this, 2 on that un im not happy wiv any of it un getting nowhere fast, times spinning on by un i feel like i should be doing 15things but wud rather just chill out! (sleep) hehe makes my head hurt to Gotta lurve days off!

Heres someone we found the other day...we put him on the sign for the owner to find, un im pretty sure he was cos he had gone the nex...

Its weird how no one really knows what is going on in your head, not even if you tell them in great detail.  Whats even worse is no one can feel the things you do, or you theirs. So even tho we say we feel these 'things' how can we be sure we are feeling the same stuff?  Where is the guide book that tells you what each emotion is, how it feels and how we should react or if we should react at all.

Anyways im not here to mong o...

Good morning peeps or shud i say afternoon now?  it wud of been morning if i had written this when i got on the computer over 3 hours ago! Haha im so easily distracted so it seems...(blame it on fb gah un the world that is the internet oh un the totally addictive jigsaw puzzle ive started un the chucks, my moby going off un countless other things calling me.)

Its a beautiful day the sun is out un the wind is blowing un for the ...

I still dont recognise the signs before i get into a mood spiral.  Im exhausted, it could quite possibly of been the longest day of the millenium in my world.  I should just get sedated on days like this!  Blame it on the full? moon.  Un thats it for today cos i just dont have the energy to push the keys, plus i have to twiddle my hair!!! 

Ive decided i make a really bad ill person   When i have a major cold i should be wearing a t-shirt that says 'stay away!!' GRRR says Dink!   Im actually too tired un poorly to write anything decent so i found this draft from a 13days ago and felt the need to share....

As i sit here yawning im thinking about what today has thrown at me.
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So im going all farmerish

We have the chickens...which since having to spend more time in their run (due to the lawn (oh how posh) having no grass in it, its too early for re-grassing so i have been told but im trying to save whats left.) Have been laying more eggs! We had 2 yesterday, Bunny and one of the bantums whoop hehe.