Its weird how no one really knows what is going on in your head, not even if you tell them in great detail.  Whats even worse is no one can feel the things you do, or you theirs. So even tho we say we feel these 'things' how can we be sure we are feeling the same stuff?  Where is the guide book that tells you what each emotion is, how it feels and how we should react or if we should react at all.

Anyways im not here to mong o...

I still dont recognise the signs before i get into a mood spiral.  Im exhausted, it could quite possibly of been the longest day of the millenium in my world.  I should just get sedated on days like this!  Blame it on the full? moon.  Un thats it for today cos i just dont have the energy to push the keys, plus i have to twiddle my hair!!! 

Ive decided i make a really bad ill person   When i have a major cold i should be wearing a t-shirt that says 'stay away!!' GRRR says Dink!   Im actually too tired un poorly to write anything decent so i found this draft from a 13days ago and felt the need to share....

As i sit here yawning im thinking about what today has thrown at me.
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As i sit here with my glass of 'fake' Baileys and mars bar waiting for my 'pummel it half heartly' loaf to cook i can honestly say im wiped out!

It was a i dont want to be awake day today... mainly because i had to do my 'leave it to the last minute' tax return!  Why do i leave it to the very last day to send it eh? WHY??  Note to self... do tax return in april yeah.

Well its the end of the year... has it been a good one for you? I have neglected this site way to much in 09 un i shouldn't of.  Ahh well cant change that now.  I will update when i get more time as for now wishing you all a Happy New Year.  See you in 2010!

Hiya! Long time no update eh?  Blame it on real life

The past 6 months have wizzed by!

I have come to the conclusion i wont be able to complete my 101 goals before this sunday! No way no how I have thought about them but i have other commitments at the mo... maybe i will just reset the timer for another 1001 days and add on a new set of goals for the ones i complet...

Im thinking im not going to get all of my goals completed.

Not enough time or lack of enthusism, maybe i should of added learn to spell on it.

Strut passed away a few weeks ago and now we just have 2 chucks, they went from laying all the time to only bunny producing an egg 6 times a week and Smeegal laying 1 maybe once every 10 days! So im not impressed. We ...

Iv'e decided i write to much junk, think to  much crap un I collect to much stuff to... physical and mental... not all my fault tho.  Most of it good but some not so.  Its discardia week peeps. Time to let go and get rid of the stuff ya dont need un spring clean!

My lifes to a change for the better un im gonna make space for it

Be well and be h...

Just a quick entry!  Can Dink do quick when shes on a mongy one lol.

Been a funny old week! We missed all but a few hours of snow...everywhere else got tons! No fair.  Back to the rain now and once again i have a moat running round my garden.  The chickens didnt no what to make of the snow, Pud had to go to school and would you believe they weren't allowed out in the snow...even tho it was just falling from the sky..yup n...

Gah my head is quietly noisey today.  I have been procrastinating and still am haha... i have a form i have to fill in by the end of the month and it totally freaks me out when i get near it!  Its not like i haven't filled in a form before, but the way its written and all the questions arrgghh hehe... so i have ignored it, as you will of read in previous posts... i have ignored it for nearly half a year maybe more! Hmmm it felt good ignoring it but the...